UPSET.
these few days i'm kinda tired.keep having on & off headaches.FUCK.

Suspense is worse than disappointment.There is only one kind of love but a thousand imitations.
take me back to the start. || 10:28 AM

it's 14days to my birthday!yayyay!haas.invited people please remember to come on time alright!past few mornings i've been at Grandma's house looking after Lemone.seriously she's a mad dog.lols.Dady arranged for the people to come paint the house & fix the new lights.my room looks super nice now.i'm super happy luh.hehheh.hopefully i can refurnish my room with ikea stuffs.that's even better.LOL.anyways it was our 6th Month Anniversary last Sunday.it's memorable.haas.6 Months & counting on!yeah baby!RON LIM I LOVE YOU TONS!hehheh.i can't wait for my birthday to come luh.urgh!i'm counting down already.count count count.haas.oh well.i'm off to fb-ing.cheerios*

p.s Baby i can be your melody, i can write you a symphony & you're my perfect lullaby (:
take me back to the start. || 2:03 AM

had a very busy day today.went to run some errands for Laogong in the morning.he isn't able to book out this weekend so had to send his stuffs over to his camp.went to Laogong's house & packed his bag with his mom.it's filled with snacks & afew books for him to occupy his time in camp.haas.he's like going to picnic or something like that.LOL.cab-ed to Clementi Camp & then to Clementi Mrt.went to meet Mumy at Ion so i decided to take a train there instead.i managed to save money today okay!yay yay!haas.Mumy & i went for dinner at Isetan's Crystal Jade then walked over to Wheelock & bought my new Birkes.uber happy luh!shopped awhile at Marks & Spencers then Dady came to fetch us.hmmmm.Jenson wanted to meet me at Northpoint so on the way back Dady dropped me off there.bullshitted with him awhile then went back home.haas.oh well.just hung up with Laogong awhile ago.I MISS RON LIM SO SO MUCH!pfff.it's the 3rd day without him by my side & this just sucks BIG TIME.i can't wait to see you my dear!hopefully everything will be fine.i'll pray very very hard alright!kisses*

I'll be there for you.Wherever,Whenever.
take me back to the start. || 1:43 AM

haas.back to post.so much has been going on since the last post.everything's better now.things are actually much better than before.lols.day before yesterday met up with Mumy for dinner.she's alone at Northpoint so laogong asked Mumy to join us for dinner.had Delifrance with Siang Ann,Derek,Mumy & laogong.it wasn't that bad afterall.haas.yesterday had coffee at Swensens with Siang Ann & laogong.than met Jaslin for supper at Hong Kong Cafe.the food wasn't THAT good.laogong & i felt that i wasn't up to standard.anyhoos.finally exams are over.pheew.the next big event is my 18th birthday!hehheh.credits to Dady for booking the chalet for me.lols!i can't wait for 25th December to come!lalalala.currently i'm stoning infront of my com,msn-ing with laogong & Siang Ann.i'm so friggingggg bored.pff.LAOGONG I MISS YOU TONS! (:

We'll start everything from scratch & things will just get better & better.
take me back to the start. || 12:48 AM

i just can't seem to move on.still stuck at o4.o6.o9.there's so many things i wanna say but when i open my mouth nothing comes out.this would be the 1st & the last time.everything's all going downhill.i'm physically & mentally tired,drained.the only thing i can count on to make myself happy might be my birthday i guess.although it's nothing much but at least it's my long awaited 18th birthday.sighs.oh well.so this is how things end then so be it.it's no use if only 1hand wants to do the clapping.

p.s nobody said it was easy.it's just a shame for us to part.
take me back to the start. || 10:15 AM

Nobody said it was easy.Explained,talked & at the end it's over & done.
take me back to the start. || 10:12 AM

it's been awhile.currently things aren't going that smooth.sighs.don't know why it seems to you that i'm not trying.i find it hard to understand what's going on now.so many unanswered questions.whatever i think now does not seem to matter.is it true that always after a huge storm that everything will turn out well?why does every moment have to be so hard?somehow or rather i just can't find the right answers to my questions.oh well.what's meant to be will be.Os coming soon.i can feel the butterflies in my tummy now.urgh.please please please work out for me this time!i'm sick & tired of being behind everyone else.time passes so damn fast.it's like eveything just go pass in the blink of an eye.sighs.questions questions & more questions.fuck.

i'm such a fool thinking we were unbreakable.period.
take me back to the start. || 11:53 PM

Cassandra Wong
Ron Lim Is ♥ o6.o6.o9
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